Dean X Reader: Lost Grace (One-Shot!)

    It had been a few weeks after the fall, you were Dean Winchesters angel girlfriend and he called you ever hour to make sure you were okay. In a way, Dean was being a bit over protective but you tried not to let it bother you too much.

    You were sitting in your motel room on your bed; you were talking on the phone with Dean asking him questions.

    “You said you lost your grace, right? That means you’re human. That means you bleed and you eat and you sleep and all the things you never had to worry about before” Dean said.

    “Well you don’t have to shout at me through the phone” You said sternly, “Wait, does that mean that I get that menstrual thing where I bleed out of my…”, “Hold on babe, I will get you some lady products, I’ll be over in an hour” Dean said before hanging up the phone.




An hour had passed



    You heard a knock on the door of your motel room, you stood and opened the door, you saw Dean holding two large grocery bags, he walked in and set the two bags down on the table.  You closed the door and looked at Dean curiously.

    “Where is Sam?” You asked walking up to Dean.

    Dean turned around and kissed your cheek and gently squeezed your bum, he grinned and turned around pulling out an apple pie.

    “That made me feel warm and tingly Dean” You said.

    Dean laughed and turned looking at you, “I got you… Pads… Tampons… Some Midol just in case you get cramps” Dean handed you two boxes and gently pushed you toward the bathroom.

    You looked at the box of tampons confused, “Where do I stick these?” You asked.

    “You’ve never been on… Shark week?” Dean asked.

    You shook your head.

    Dean took the box of tampons and put them back in the grocery bag, “Follow the instructions on the package” Dean said before pushing you into the bathroom and closing the door.




    A few minutes later you walked out of the bathroom, you looked at Dean who handed you a box. The box gave off the most delightful aroma, of bacon and cheese and cooked beef; Dean smiled and pulled out a case of beer.

    “There’s a cheeseburger and poutine in there, the beers for me because I don’t know how alcohol affects you” Dean said.

    “Oh my god I’m hungry” You quickly opened the box and stuffed the bacon cheeseburger into your mouth.

    Dean chuckled seeing the look of satisfaction on your face, “Good?” You asked.

    You nodded smiling happily.

    After you had stuffed your burger and poutine into your mouth, you looked at Dean in a complete daze, “Do you have more?” You asked.

    “You can have mine” Dean pulled out another box and handed it to you.

    “My taste buds are tingly, they are so blown away at the taste of this burger, the cheese is so sharp but creamy, there is no words for the bacon and the beef, is so greasy and good it’s just…” You opened the box and bit into the burger.

    “I love you so much” Dean grinned and kissed your forehead.

    You blushed and smiled, “I love you too Dean” You muttered softly and continued eating your burger.

    Dean sat down at the table and popped open a beer taking a sip, he looked at you worriedly.

    Once you finished your burger, you wiped your mouth with a napkin and smiled happily at Dean.

    “What?” He asked and let out a small chuckle, he took another sip of his beer.

    “Do you have anything else?” You asked pouting slightly.

    “I have pie but it’s for later…” Dean said sternly.

    “I have a strange craving for chocolate…” You muttered softly, “Do you have chocolate in there?” You asked getting up; you walked up to Dean and sat down in his lap.

    Dean pulled out a chocolate bar from one of the bags and slowly handed it you.

    You grinned and opened the chocolate bar, you put a piece of chocolate on your tongue, you smiled and let out a quiet moan, “So creamy… So delightful…” You muttered softly.

    Dean was all flustered and awkwardly scratched the back of his head.

    “Does this mean I get intoxicated too?” You asked looking at Dean curiously.

    “Yes it does but that will have to wait” Dean laughed, “First we need to talk about how to get your grace back, it’s going to be difficult because there are hundreds probably thousands of fallen angels out there” Dean said.

    You stared into space for a few seconds before looking at Dean.

    “What’s wrong?” Dean asked.

    “I can hear all the angels pleading for god to save them, I hear their prayers, their cries…” You mumbled and sat down on the edge of the bed.

    Dean noticed tears stream down your cheeks, “Hey baby girl, it’s going to be okay” Dean got up and sat down beside you and wrapped his arm around you.

    “Their voices are so loud…” You covered your ears and leaned against Dean.

    Dean got up and sat on the bed and pulled you into his arms, “It’s going to be alright, me and Sammy won’t let anything happen to you” Dean whispered to you holding you close, “I promise” He whispered lovingly stroking your hair.



© Fan-Fic written by Skylar J. James/ Suka Jeezuma